Kisah sedih di warung gudeg Mbak Anik (Part 1)

There is nothing to do with my fairy tale.
It is just a sarcastic feeling toward chinesse decent life at Semarang city. And sorry i should write in Indonesia to give more strength on the story.

Suatu malam, saya berencana makan di warung gudeg Mbak Anik langganan kami.
Setelah tiba disana, kondisi ramai seperti biasa..
Saya dan sinichi kudo harus menunggu untuk dapat tempat duduk. It doesn't matter for us.
Then kami duduk persis di depan si mbak yg jualan. Tapi kali ini bukan Mba Yani yg super cantik dan putih dan ramah yg melayani kami. Melainkan ibu ibu gemuk yang tidak sabaran, ketus, not friendly at all.

Sekian menit setelah kami dilayani dan makan, di belakang kami ada beberapa orang keturunan china yang cantik dan ganteng, perlente dan sepertinya tongkrongannya gagah.
Mereka juga menunggu salah satu meja kosong untuk mereka tempati.
Kemudian ada segerombolan orang orang keturunan china yang duduk di meja yg sdh ditinggal oleh tamu sebelumnya. Dan keliatan sekali kalau mereka keturunan china, keren, putih dan juga pasti tongkrongannya mobil mewah.

Sekian menit kemudian orang2 dimeja tersebut dilayani oleh si ibu2 gemuk yang kurang ramah, terlihat kecapaian, ketus itu.

Ternyata oh ternyata ibu2 ini salah melayani pelanggan sesuai antrian.

Dalam sepersekian detik, orang di belakang kami terlihat kurang suka dengan diserobotnya acara makan malam dia oleh sekelompok orang china lain.

Dan dalam sepersekian detik, orang yg nyerobot itupun tidak terima dengan "katanya" lirikan dan sindiran orang yg diserobot itu.
Adu mulutpun terjadi dengan hebohnya di warung gudeg Mbak Anik yg cukup kecil ini.
Yang dibelakang kami terus menerus berkata bahwa dia yang seharusnya di layani duluan, sedang yang sok Jakarta2 ini dengan logat menantang meyakinkan bahwa dia tidak tau menahu siapa antrian selanjutnya dan kami yang berada di tengah2 'pertandingan' ini cukup terkesima dengan adegan perkelahian ini.

Tanpa kami duga, di meja lain ternyata 2 geng dari masing2 kelompok mereka meneruskan adu mulut yang lebih heboh lagi. Bahkan meja warung yang tidak berdosa itupun kena sasaran, karena dihantam oleh salah satu preman china disana.
Tudingan dan umpatan terus berjalan sehingga membuat pelanggan lain yang mendengar merasa, time is out. Kami harus cepat pergi dari situ sebelum dua geng ini melanjutkan dan kami tidak tau apa yang akan terjadi selanjutnya.. Kami berfikir jangan2 nanti mereka bawa pistol atau golok untuk saling menembak atau membacok seperti film2 hongkong yang sering saya liat dulu.

Inilah kisah sedih di warung gudeg Mbak Anik di Jl. Depok Semarang.

Pelajaran saya malam itu, saya tidak akan mau mengantri di (terutama) warung gudeg ini dan atau
warung warung atau restauran restauran lain dlm kondisi ramai pelanggan. Apalagi kalau perut saya sedang kelaparang.

Bali, 31 December 2012 (dont read this, this is too naif, I am too shy to read indeed)

What a life...

Spending the last day on 2012 at Bali is such a bad idea but indeed so wonderful.
Bad idea as you will see the crowd everywhere, streets full of human being from all over the world.
Even need some effort to go everywhere against the people who has the same aim.

But who can resist Bali and all the splendor in it.
Bali still offer the beauty of the beaches even though it is not as clean as i wish.
The party every cafe held for End Year eve.

Though i came here with full of sad before because of silly and stupid mind we have.
I'll share in other post, as i dont want to make this post so dirty because of our stupidness.

Bali.. oh Bali, last year i promised to not coming back to this island again.. For me this island is so boring.
I am not the one who love beach.. I love dogs (as i saw many stray dogs everywhere hihihi) but i hate sea.
For me Bali and the people will always take your money if you go to the mall, if you take a taxi, as for me the taxi driver at Bali are the most arrogant people on earth.
If you want to pay more, okay come in, if you dont, go away and take a walk. WTF

Again i dont want litter this post, as after we see the bad situation, we borrow a motor cycle everywhere.

What makes this end year beautiful is not only Bali, Bali is only one part of it.
I spent the last day with the one who i wish to continue my fairy tale life with.

Holding hands at Legian beach, he never put off my hands the whole night, isn't it too sweet,watching fireworks (even i almost got burn by one of the fireworks, sigh). I am sure foreigner and local people envy to us.

He is the one, and i am the who who get a Happy New Year greetings. And under the Bali sky (jiaahh so naif) we promise to continue this journey, bad or good.

Thank you Bali for offering a beautiful night for us.

PS : i still wish to not coming back to Bali again (even my best friend as me to go back there cause she likes salak gula pasir :D)


   
   
   

What patient means?

What really passion means?

I always ask that to myself.
For some unfair condition, shall i be tolerant.. 
For some uncontrolled condition, shall i just silent.
For some disgrace matter, shall i keep quite 
For some silly statements, shall i respond
For some messy life, shall i accept it all

For me life is not fair... But so far i can accept it. So far.. This far..
If i ask God, why life is so unfair, sure there will be no answer. Maybe He doesn't want to hurt me that's why He never answer me. Or perhaps He just keep quite so that i won't be angry if the answer can not satisfy me. I don't know. I wish He is my Kudo so that i can talk with Him directly and discuss why life seems unfair to me.

For some human being, my life is fair enough. I have some of every woman doesn't have.
I have faith, I have brain, I have strength to continue living my life.
But they don't know why i become so strong.  Pain can gain power which you even can not understand.

I don't want to involve spiritual knowledge in it. As if we can be ambiguous and we can not see the real feelings. 

Try to enjoy life...Perhaps it is the answer. Try to receive the hardest moment, will, is happening or just happened.

Take a very deep breath.. close your eyes.. and empty your mind. 

Cry if you want.. But try it without words..

Again take a deep breath... close your eyes.. 

Then open your eyes, and smile by yourself. You will feel better..

You are the reason why

Since i have a lot of time, i want share everything i want..

Some of you will think my blog is too naif and so bored.. The first blogs are like a teen love story or a puppy love. No .. no.. don't get me wrong. The universe will tell you exactly what happen to me, and why i put all my energy and power to have a fairy tale life.

I think i will share in many different stories..

It started to a naif and stupid woman like me. A woman who declared that she is smart but indeed so stupid.

I fall in love with a -seems like- gentleman 9 years ago. He is a handsome, clever, dicipline with 190 cms tall. The first time i can imagine He is a perfect guy to hang out and marry with.

The things was going like every couple who is falling in love. Everyday was heaven.
Since he is too perfect for me, i was afraid to loose this guy. For a 'not really pretty, not really rich' girl. He was everything for me. I said everything.

Then i put aside every strange communication, habit he had. Then i just said, He is the perfect one! I can follow eveyrthing he needed. Even He couldn't accept who i am, i can accept who he is.

A strange quarell...
A stupid jealousy
A really stuck two side communication
A bad temper...
A neglecting warning from best friends

No! He was just too perfect for me. There would not be a man like him again in this universe who will accept an ugly and naif woman like me.

I close my eyes, my ears to everything and just see one person in front of me. Who always argued to let me go, but always got a rejection from me.

It was a mistake woman.. A big mistake.. I will never know.. I will never realize it..
Until something bad happened to me..

Continued

Quotes of the day

Quotes of the day


^o^ Love without no reason, love needs no reason. If love does have a reason, then it is not 'love'... it is 'like'

^o^ The best relationships usually begins unexpectedly
^o^ Love waits for one thing.... the right
^o^ When you accept somebody, you accept their past too. Dont hold it against them later.
^o^ "You're  mine forever' is one of the most selfish phrases, but also one of the most loving thingd that someone can say.

the last but not least , my fav of the day :
if your ex says : "you will never find anyone like me", you say " Well isn't that the point?"


Love... Love..Love.. is in the air..

Quality compare to Quantity

Semarang, 4 November 2012

Do you think quality time is better than quantity. Yet for some point. But not for the entire life. Quantity is still workable for a relationship.
Just like me. Both of us proof it. 
I am even too busy to write down my lovely blog to share the world, fairy tale do exist.

We meet just to takl about money money, just because we want to have settle life. And for me, i dont want to live in poverty when i enter the gate of a marriage life. * yes it is my wrong mindset*
Then when i met Kudo the love of my life, it is like something missing inside my heart. I feel flat when i meet him. I feel like okay, i will be happy after i marry him, i will be happy after we have a sweet comfortable home, with a garden in it and our dogs around. 

Love and making love needs sacrifice and commitment to stay on fire forever.
And it takes two to tango. I can not work alone! But i always know that i can count on him. Just a little joke to start our romaticsm again. Then the ice will be break.

This is my story today. We end it up with bubur sukabumi and hot tea to warm our stomach. Yes, the raining season is coming. And cold weather is waiting. But our heart will keep on warm.

Keep on working our loves. God bless us.

Happily Ever After

Semarang, 19th September 2012 11:25 pm

Happily Ever After

I dont want to miss this beautiful night without saying something "stupid", "unreasonable", "bull shit". As i like it.

I want to quote Fen Soong (from Axioo) story - I think she is the best! I did write down my own compliment on her private message, so i guess she will be okay if i re-quote her message :

" Now I am a hopeless romantic, so happily ever after has always been within arms’ length for me. Even when it wasn’t yet. But I do understand that some people may question if happily ever after really could happen for anyone. Well, I’m here to tell you that it does. I am a living proof that after eight years of marriage, I still get butterflies in my stomach every time my husband calls me in the middle of the day casually to ask if I’ve had my lunch. Or how he’d kiss me goodnight before going to sleep every night. Or when he carries me into our bedroom after I fail to stay awake during a football game. Or how he would always Skype me every time we are apart, knowing fully how much I’d miss him. Butterflies. Every time. But I guess, it’s all a part of working on our marriage, of keeping that fire burning. It’s about knowing that we each have a role to play in this journey we began together, eight years ago. It’s about always remembering what made us fall madly in love in the first place and try to always fall in love again and again. And when this happens, romantic movies would no longer be too far-fetched, instead it will be just an overly dramatic portray of real life. An overly dramatic portray that you’d laugh about, not in sarcasm, but because you notice the slight truth there is in every one of them."

I dont believe or i actually i dont want to believe there is such this story in this full of bull shit world. But after i read her sharing on her web. I do believe the happily ever after story is exist. And i want that one too.

I guess it is not easy, it takes two to keep the fire. It takes some effort also.  And i am learning on it also.

I have a pretty nice day today.. As always.. Kudo - this is what i always call him, as he calls me Conan Edogawa also. As i am crazy with this detective story. He is always willing to take me everywhere, eventhough he is so tired. I know his days is not as easy as me. But as he always teach me. Keep cheerful, keep on laughing. It is the spirit of life. Make our heart happy for everything than our partner shall feel the same. 

We only just began.. Still a long way to go.. But i am so excited to continue, no worry at all.
As i keep my eyes for my goal, a happily ever after life and as beauty as fairytale.

Good night Kudo.. I want to have a happily ever after with you..