What patient means?

What really passion means?

I always ask that to myself.
For some unfair condition, shall i be tolerant.. 
For some uncontrolled condition, shall i just silent.
For some disgrace matter, shall i keep quite 
For some silly statements, shall i respond
For some messy life, shall i accept it all

For me life is not fair... But so far i can accept it. So far.. This far..
If i ask God, why life is so unfair, sure there will be no answer. Maybe He doesn't want to hurt me that's why He never answer me. Or perhaps He just keep quite so that i won't be angry if the answer can not satisfy me. I don't know. I wish He is my Kudo so that i can talk with Him directly and discuss why life seems unfair to me.

For some human being, my life is fair enough. I have some of every woman doesn't have.
I have faith, I have brain, I have strength to continue living my life.
But they don't know why i become so strong.  Pain can gain power which you even can not understand.

I don't want to involve spiritual knowledge in it. As if we can be ambiguous and we can not see the real feelings. 

Try to enjoy life...Perhaps it is the answer. Try to receive the hardest moment, will, is happening or just happened.

Take a very deep breath.. close your eyes.. and empty your mind. 

Cry if you want.. But try it without words..

Again take a deep breath... close your eyes.. 

Then open your eyes, and smile by yourself. You will feel better..